4. Maheen's "Civil" letter to Dr. Saman

From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Civil letter to Dr Saman

Date: December 28, 2018 at 7:27:39 PM MST

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Dr. Saman,

If you, are reading this, I will be civil I promise, but I am not, I repeat, I am *not*, going to be going through all this trauma with you people at angoda, and no? I did not capitalize your hospital's name, either because I do not respect you.

Sorry Dr Saman but the truth, really, really hurts. Your hospital is a complete utter travesty, and it is beyond abusive what you people and the attendant lunatics are doing to a blind innocent person like my self who is from a respectable family. I am not going to put my self in this position again with you Angoda people and Sandhy told me you are concerned after what I put about your hospital on her timeline. Sir, I am sorry, but the truth, really hurts.

All of you, your entire staff at that soda travesty dump of a hospital are abusers and it has gotten so bad I have developed chronic PTSD. This has, to stop. I am not going through this position ever again with Angoda messing with my head and making me like an utter zombie. I will not live in Sri Lanka. You do not understand my condition because all of you are threatening lunatics!

You have to realize that Angoda hospital is where I do not belong and if all your so-called trained professional staff want to do is threaten, threaten, threaten, and abuse, abuse, abuse, and bully, bully, bully, sorry, I am not going through that again. Comara played with my jenitals,, and the lastt hing I want to do is live in a private hospital my entire life until! yes, until! they fully diagnose me which you Angoda tossers do not want to do. I will never enter your dump again. This was the last straw. Putting saline on me? Putting handcuffs on me and making patients drink milk shake? What in God's name is wrong with you!!!!!!

I am not going through these despicable actions from you fools at Angoda ever. You have to realize that what you have done to me has caused PTSd, and you and everyone, quite obviously, do not respect that I have chronic PTSD. I do! It is so bad, it has gotten me into severe panic and anxiety. Adios, and do not expect me to have anymore dealings with police always threatening me with "gata gahunawa". I am not putting up with injections to pass me out nor handcuffs. Dr Saman you are wonderful,,but the rest of your team are worthless scums. Adios! Your staff are scums and dubious carcuses.

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From: "Amanda " amanda.

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Civil letter to Dr Saman

Date: December 28, 2018 at 10:55:31 PM MST

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Wow! That was intense. I do not blame you for being angry. You are frustrated, and you want the help, but the doctors refuse to give it. It seems to me, that they do not wish to understand the desease you have, nor do they want to understand its symptims. They say that it is bad behavior, and they drug you, without learning what is actually wrong. This is not your fault at all. As I said, I do not blame you for being upset. I am praying for you, hoping that all goes well. I know that doctor saman is kind to youm, but the rest of his staff are not. This is because they are either not propperly trained, or they were brought up in homes that had strict punnishments. This is what I am thinking, but I am not sure.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oh, sweety you are totally and I mean 100 percent correct

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:02:07 PM MST

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Yes, dear Amanda, all these people at Angoda said they want to punish my bad behavior. I’m not going through this again after this nasty attendent played with my penis and didn’t know the word upset, and threatened to handcuff me. I am having so much chest pains right now, it’s intolerable. Cortney won’t forgive me, either. I hurt so many people the Sonny James administrator in 2016, but what they don’t realize is that in 2016 I was not mature and took so many of the wrong treatment. At least now I am grown up and tried and tried aapologizing. Please sign my petition all if you haven’t. I can’t put up with this unforgiveness any longer. If I were in another country I would make more friends, not a bunch of third grade non English speakers.

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oh, sweety you are totally and I mean 100 percent correct

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:20:13 PM MST

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Yes, maybe not trained properly. Hope maheen gets his medical records and can go to another clinic and have a another good, English speaking and who understands blind people. Maybe they don’t understand blind people. Never had a person who has a mental issue and who has a physical problem like being blind. Don’t blame you at all maheen. Hope you won’t get in trouble with the authorities. Marvin.

Ps: that was intense.

Praying for you.

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From: "Amanda " amanda.

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oh, sweety you are totally and I mean 100 percent correct

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:37:10 PM MST

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I’m glad you agree with me. And what I wrote do you is absolutely and 100% true. When people are brought up in homes where abuse is prominent, that is all they know. Especially if it was done to them over a young age. They live with that for the rest of their lives, and don’t know anything else. Sometimes, people may have suffered trauma in their past, that was brought on by abuse, and they know nothing else. I apologize if I am offending you in anyway shape or form. I am only trying to help. The reason the doctors don’t understand your disease, is because it is so rare, that very little is known. It mostly occurs in males, and is an X linked genetic disease. It affects the ears, the eyes, and can include developmental delays, as well as psychological features. I looked it up online. Some cases of your disease are more severe than others. Ulysses is completely blind and has hearing loss, but does not have some of the other symptoms that the disease includes, like developmental delays and psychological features. The doctors do not understand this, as they were not brought up the way you were. They were probably brought up under strict parents.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] You are absolutely right

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:41:43 PM MST

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Yes, the SL doctors don’t know my condition, and this is why I am trying to persuade my parents to take me abroad for treatment. I feel like I am being abused by Sri Lankans. Now that I’m growing older, I am having problems and all that people here enjoy doing is hurting me. I respect you all more because you are my family and understand. Of course I love my parens with all my heart, but they hold this stigma!

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oh Marv thank you so much

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:42:39 PM MST

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Thank you! I know something good will come about this soon.

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From: "Amanda " amanda.

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oh Marv thank you so much

Date: December 28, 2018 at 11:46:10 PM MST

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Welcome. May the force be with you.

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] You are absolutely right

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:14:58 AM MST

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Okay, see if you can go abroad for treatement like in the uk, Canada, the states, the carribien, if they have that, even Australia, havs a world class mental health system here.

Here with you buddy.

Marvin.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Yes! Friends at last! at! last!

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:15:59 AM MST

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Thank you! I hear Australia is very good

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:16:37 AM MST

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In fact, some of my former Sri Lnaka doctdors lives in Australia now!

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oopsy let's try that again

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:19:26 AM MST

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At last! At! last! At last friends at last! Bless dearest dad’s precious heart, now I realize how much he loves me! As of tomorrow, I will be seeing a new doctor at a medical centre who knows and who is educated about mental illnesses

I am so, so relieved, I can’t begin to tell you! For the time being I’m done with Dr Saman for now. All that grief is subsiding and that unwanted tention is gone! We can then get to the bottom as to what my problems really are and what appropriate mes to prescribe etc. All is great!

I had some special buns with sausages, eggs and cheese! Yummy to your tummy! Oh my goodness, am I happy or what! All is unbelievable. I’mI’m listening to the rare 4 CD bootleg Elvis’s His Hand In Mine Master And Sessions! Lots of beautiful gospel on it featuring yes, my friend Ray Walker and the Jordanaires! Truly stunning!

You can be sure I will update you tomorrow on how this session went! Now I am so much relieved. This will be a brand new doc! I’m a little somewhat nervous but it’s no where nearr like Angoda. I’m very happy! I don’t want to talk to any police here.

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oopsy let's try that again

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:25:59 AM MST

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Glad you will be seeing a new dr, and hope to get to the bottom of your problems and the corrects meds, this time. Your rolls sounds like hotdogs with cheese, very yummy. Think I am having pizza for dinner but not totally sure.see what’s in the freezer. My mom was painting a stand for her new hi sense smart tv she got the other day. A 55 inch and then when my brother has the time in a few weeks, my mom got a 42 inch smart tv, same brand for her bed room, and that will take a whole day, and it has arms, and has to be mounted on the wall. So that will be good.

Have a great day.

Hope the weather is not too hot there in sl. Getting a bit humid now.

A bit cooler, did have a thunder storm earlier today and rained cats and dogs.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Oopsy let's try that again

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:28:25 AM MST

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Oh sounds great Marvin!I’m so happy now!

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Thank you! I hear Australia is very good

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:29:39 AM MST

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Oh, okay, well my mom did have a dr from irak, and now he moved to another practice the other end of north of Adelaide, over 50 kph where we live from. So my mom saw a south African dr, and very nice and caring, and my mom had a spider bite, a white tip. Some cream to rub on her back. Getting a bit better, been a couple of weeks.

So, we do have dr’s and most of them speak good English and able to understand. Have got friends from a whole bunch of countries, the phillipines, Africa, California, Canada, England, wales, Scotland.

All good and dear friends to me, and do see them in my local community.

And also a friend who is from Germany, Holland.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Music time everyone!

Date: December 29, 2018 at 12:54:46 AM MST

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This, has got to be one of my favorite songs by this singer!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6LCPEdEGDs

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From: "Amanda " amanda.

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Thank you! I hear Australia is very good

Date: December 29, 2018 at 1:00:17 AM MST

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Yeah. See if you can go abroad for treatment. Sometimes, desperate times call for desperate measures. Once, someone from the states had to go somewhere else to get a parasite removed, or so I think. Or, someone came back from a vacation with a parasite inside them, and they had to have it removed. This was on the show I watch called monsters inside me. Can you believe, that some things that usually end up inside people are living or objects used in surgery?

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] That's amazing!

Date: December 29, 2018 at 1:02:19 AM MST

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Very interesting! Yeah I just hope this new doctor will work out fine.

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From: "Amanda " amanda.

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] That's amazing!

Date: December 29, 2018 at 1:12:05 AM MST

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Yes. It is amazing what will happen when something foreign ends up inside the human body. For example, there was a retired schoolteacher in the United States, who had a P literally growing in his lungs. Thank goodness they removed the plant. I’ll explain more later. Going to bed now. It is a little bit past 3 o’clock in the morning, and I am just now laying down to sleep.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Another classic!

Date: December 29, 2018 at 2:32:50 AM MST

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atGwLeBNsmg

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From: "jamie" jaimemcgill27

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] sorry maheen

Date: December 29, 2018 at 5:08:36 AM MST

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Hi maheen

They should not play with your  penis at all at any time they could get reported for doing that in my country

I should think

Chat soon

Jamie

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Sorry

Date: December 29, 2018 at 5:40:45 AM MST

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Our beloved  driver and Dhammi’s wonderful hubby, Vasantha is a wonderful human being friends. What a guy. He said that he is going to get me help as quickly as possible, not at Angoda. I explained to him that this is important that I stay at least for a 14/30 day period at a private hospital with good facilities and activities to do. At least at hospitals like Nawaloka, I won’t get abused. The nurses at hospitals like Lunawa are such sweethearts. At Angoda, they will not let me do anything not even listen to my boombox.

The problem is, at Angoda, I can’t do anything there. I just want to get out of there it’s so miserable, cold, and boring place to be in. They do not allow visitors nor any children to come visit. It’s a nasty place and I did something this morning which was really not one of my brightest moments, but I had no other choice.

I posted on several hospital Facebook pages in Sri Lanka, bashing and slamming Angoda’s vicious abuse towards people such as myself. I did not curse. I know it was the wrong thing, but heck, I am in such a state I have to teach these losers a good lesson. I can’t have insane lunatics playing with my private places at a hospital! This whole incident has given me chronic PTSD and tomorrow, at the medical centre with this new doctor, I am gonna request I take Paxil. If Paxil is not available, I will get him to suggest which one is the proper one for me. I am now officially done with Strattera and I’m glad. I am trying to stay calm.  I will also ask him for a good Vitamin I can take daily.

I want so badly to stay for a month at a safe hospital. At least I can be evaluated properly without drugging me. All these angoda doctors like saman and everyone  are interested is money money money by threatening and abusing me and restricting me. that nasty social worker nishantha is such a mean mean man. Always threatening and raising his loud abusive voice. I’m triggered. The last thing I want right now is ECT Shock Therapy, which is a shock to the brain also known as ECT Electroconvulsive Therapy. I am having severe depression right now, it’s not even funny. They say at Angoda they are punishing my bad behavior, and they do not know Norries Disease. So what is Shock Therapy is barbaric and cruel! I want it! Heck, if Angoda tossers enjoy abusing me and threatening and bullying me, tricking me by saying abusive unforgivable things like “Maheen Gunasena your nurse is no longer going to look after you”. What! kind! of third! graders! are! these! I can’t take it anymore!!! Chronic?? P! T! S!D!

I have become so very close to my wonderful sweet friends Jessika, Natasha, Marvin, Linda, Amanda, Raymond, Zarifa, Steve and so many of you I know I missed many but I am closer to all my American and European friends who care deeply for me and would never abuse me. The thing is, Sri Lankans who live abroad, are not like these third grade backwaters here in SL. Mom and dad would never treat me this way if I was in Canada.

Last year, that ignerent, hurtful sod saman and nishantha said to me, Maheen, you can only listen to your music, do not listen to music on your laptop even without the internet. These people!!! They are such? idiotic lunatic  retarded scums!!! They are arigant! This is why a couple weeks later last year I scratched both sides of my face so bad, blood poured down and I even drank some of it. Mom was in tears bless her heart, I literally was dead meaning my mind was all screwed. Then a retarded third grade retarded uneducated, insensitive doctor said it’s all in my mind and I am making it up. I’m gonna send this off now... I am too angry and hurt to even continue this... Goodbye for life.

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Sorry

Date: December 29, 2018 at 4:14:56 PM MST

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Yes, and I am from Australia. And yes, wonder if you will get in trouble for slamming that hospital we all do stupid things, but some times pushed to the limit and desperate. And what comments did you get back. Here for you buddy. If I have said or done the wrong thing, I apologize. Here for you and just looking out for a friend.

Hope you get the treatement and the help. If you need to spend a month there, and then they get to the bottom of your issues, and then treat the right meds and treatment then you will come out the other end with a better outcome and be more positive mentally,psychologically and physically better.

Praying ffor you, and keep us updated.

Marvin.

Ps: I was touched when you mentioned me as a sweet friend, that made my day.

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From: "Maheen Wick" lefty.frizzellfan1984

Subject: [the-supportive-funhouse] Today

Date: December 29, 2018 at 5:10:30 PM MST

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Good  Sunday morning everyone,

 

I will be seeing a new specialist today, and I am really, really looking forward to it. I have really been having horrible setbacks these days but today from now on I hope everything will be OK and I know it will. I will certainly keep you updated all. I will be calm I promise. I don’t know what time I will come home but I’m somewhat nervous, but things will be fine. Please, please forgive me for my outbursts, I’m trying to keep my cool.

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From: "Marvin H" neilmarvin

Subject: Re: [the-supportive-funhouse] Today

Date: December 29, 2018 at 5:49:46 PM MST

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Okay, hope things will be fine. Yes, always a bit nervous going to some one you don’t know. And some times I lose it, just get annoyed, and when my dad died, did lose it and just get angry and balling my eyes out.

So, know your pain, and yes trying to control your anger.

Marvin.

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