Heartbroken

From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] I am severely heartbroken

Date: January 21, 2019 at 10:24:51 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Friends, please, please forgive me, I love you, very much and never did I meant to trigger my sister. I am going to ask Nirosh to book a room at a hospital and maybe I can move temporarily to a nursing home facility. This is all a nasty misunderstanding and I now have the AC on very high and can’t sleep and relax. I am so sick and having a breakdown it’s all my fault. The drama is all my fault. I lost Amanda and this way worse than Haley. Much worse. I’m not one single bit angry. I love her to death and someone named Bob Edenhofer made her abandon me. She left the group. I am absolutely horrified. I think a nursing home is where I belong. I can’t hold anything down, not even liquids.

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From: "Sharon via Groups.Io" ceegee2006=yahoo.com@groups.io

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] I am severely heartbroken

Date: January 21, 2019 at 10:54:27 AM MST

To: "the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io" the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Prayers for you Maheen  Maybe see if you can visit with Sandhy?

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From: "Keao " keaow@hawaii.rr.com

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] I am severely heartbroken

Date: January 21, 2019 at 11:46:28 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Sorry to hear that.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Oh Sharon I wanna see her I willsee Sandhy this week.

Date: January 21, 2019 at 4:28:33 PM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

I will. I want to see her.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Horrible

Date: January 21, 2019 at 7:38:08 PM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Guys,

I'm absolutely severely mourning right now. I can't hold any food down. I woke up and for a few seconds I couldn't remember where I was. I am mourning. I feel so horrible and upset at my self. Every single day I look extremely forward to phone calls from my adorable sister. I know it’s not her fault. This was not her fault, it was my fault. I am completely grief stricken and I’m gonna try and get some help and counseling. I am severely drained and feel like I lost a loved one. This is all a horrible, severe misunderstanding. My heart is shattered and words can’t describe to you how deeply sorry I am. If it is the last thing I have to do I will take an antidepressant. I am at a loss. I’m speechless. Tim, can you please get back with me today I realize yesterday was a holiday. My sincere apologies.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Please, please accept my most sincerest apologies, my dear brother

Date: January 21, 2019 at 10:13:28 PM MST

To: ray214

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Dearest, dearest brother Raymond,

I have really, really been feeling terriblye guilty and so severely sorry for the horrible misunderstanding that occurred. I would like to let you know that I know it was not your fault. None of your fault. Absolutely not your fault what so ever. You see, I kept getting non stop, bullying, harassing messages from Marvin and Bob, and you have always  been such a steadfast, dear dear soul to me. Please, please, please accept my sincerest, heartfelt apology and if you still wish it, I will re add you back to Facebook and my groups. I am deeply, deeply distraught and sorry for Amanda being mad at me. I totally, completely can understand she was triggered. I will promise to unban you from my wonderful funhouse. Still keep sending your devotions, dear brother. It is absolutely not her fault and you both deserve nothing but the best. I hardly slept last night after hearing Amanda abandoning me. I felt absolutely severely horrible and guilty, so bad I had to drink a very hot milk. For your information, I changed my emial and I know you and him talk, but Bob will not be getting it. You will always support me and I regret all that nonsense now bro. I love Amanda, so much. I will always support her, even though she doen’t wanna talk to me. I trust you bud. I promise if anything like this ever ever ever happens again, I will talk to you. Absolutely promise.

everlovingman1984

I love you brother and I have completely realized that it was all a terrible, bad misunderstanding. I sincerely hope you can accept my apology and I will re add you back to my groups. I will forgive anyone who hurts me now.

Friends always and forever,, Brother Maheen.. The severe guilt I feel is so bad, I could not even go out to get my shot. I feel absolutely terrible. Can you please show this to Ammanda my brother andp please, please let her know we worked it out now? This will absolutely never happen again.

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From: "Piet " piet111

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Please, please accept my most sincerest apologies, my dear brother

Date: January 21, 2019 at 11:06:51 PM MST

To: Maheen Wick the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Morning my buddy. Hope you have a nice country music day with all the legends

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Group home/no internet

Date: January 22, 2019 at 12:25:42 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

I'm gonna hand all my groups to Sharon and Karen. I am living in a group home I just got off the phone with my wonderful cousin Nirosh. No internet. I am no longer ever living at home anymore. I have developed a bad breakdown and have fallen very ill. No more bullying, I will live in peace without internet, Facebook and email, only piano, music, and socializing and activities at this home. I'm not eating rice anymore. This is all Bob  Edenhofer's fault. Raymond is a wonderful man and we made up. Bob is seriously threatening and he made my best friend turn her back on me. I felt horrible. Still do severe guilt. I can’ bare it anymore. I was completely coma cose this morning, when I wowke up, I couldn’t even remember where I was or what I was wearing. after what Bob did last night was the last straw. No more home and internet. Unacceptable. I can’t even remember anything only my own banker in Algeria. I may stay for one or two months to get treatment and counseling badly.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Oh thank you Piet, I am completely shattered right now

Date: January 21, 2019 at 11:14:27 PM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

My dear Piet, my world is completely lost. I still can’t believe what happened. I love Amanda like a sister and can completely understand why she got triggered. It was not her fault. I just wish Ammi was here. I may end up going to a private hospital for a few days to settle this shock down. She is a sweet princess, so is Raymond and all of you, even Bob Edenhofer. I feel disgusted at my self. My mind is going all over the place. All of his is just so horible misunderstanding. My world is not the same anymore withotu her You know who made my happy world so brighter? this? Yes, my sweet wonderful sister Amanda . Also Rachel is a sweety. I fee like I am no longer the fun loving person anymore. I apologized very humbly to brotherRaymond.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Oh thank you Piet, I am completely shattered right now

Date: January 21, 2019 at 11:19:38 PM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

My dear Piet, my world is completely lost. I still can’t believe what happened. I love Amanda like a sister and can completely understand why she got triggered. It was not her fault. I just wish Ammi was here. I may end up going to a private hospital for a few days to settle this shock down. She is a sweet princess, so is Raymond and all of you, even Bob Edenhofer. I feel disgusted at my self. My mind is going all over the place. All of his is just so horible misunderstanding. My world is not the same anymore without her. You know who made my happy world so brighter? this? Yes, my sweet wonderful sister Amanda . Also Rachel is a sweety. I fee like I am no longer the fun loving person anymore. I apologized very humbly to brotherRaymond.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] It's all gonna get better!!!

Date: January 22, 2019 at 1:20:36 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Friends, I think now what is about to happen today will truly be theraputic and help me just this once only. I asked dad to please email my seller Tim, to ask him the grand total of the 6 albums I want. Of course if Tim is busy and has a delay to  get back I completely understand, but if my dad emails him I can forget about all this despicable cruel drama that is going on in my life right now. I love dad and mom, Nirosh, Sandhy, Tim, Phil, Raymond, Linda, Karen, Kay, Cynthia, Amanda and all of you, Bob Daisey, Sharon, Jessika, Carol, even though Amanda hates me now. I lover her, so very, very dearly. I love her deeply, Raymond is a wonderful dear dear gentleman, so is Steve, Veronica, Rachel, Mark, Hallvard,. All of you are. I am not even one bit angry. I am just confused and unable to understand. This will heal me. I just want someone.

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From: "Piet " piet111

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Oh thank you Piet, I am completely shattered right now

Date: January 22, 2019 at 1:29:27 AM MST

To: Maheen Wick the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

My good buddy. Just remember jesus is the one in control. Not us. Jesus will help you on the right time. We sometimes think the time never come. But jesus walk our lives with us. He open the door so that we can go in. He love you so much brother. He gave his life for you and me. Now just take his hand and walk with him. He will never never for sake you. He love you to much. He will help you my buddy. His our best friend. Just believe. Jesus carry you. You are in my prayers my good buddy.

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Awe! My dear, brother Piet, this brought me to tears. Thank you!!!

Date: January 22, 2019 at 1:36:57 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

You, are really, really a wonderful wonderful friend and a true down to earth Christian. God bless you Piet, thank you, very, very much. Friends look at the below. What a true dear man he is. I am right now just utterly confused and just can’t understand. All I can say is this made my day. I have helped this wonderful gentleman so much in sending country music legends LPs. Folks he lives in South Africa. I am just deeply hurting. My grandma is not doing well. I just am utterly guilty, but Piet, you’ll just never know how much your words of wisdom made me feel. I have turned my life around, not lashing out on anyone, etc. Not even my dear mom and dad. If Ammi say anything to trigger me, I am not gonna rant in email or to anyone. I regret that now. I almost feel the reason why she is delaied to come to SL is because of the hurtful way I treated her. All of this severe guilt trip has made me very, very depressed.

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From: "Piet " piet111

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Awe! My dear, brother Piet, this brought me to tears. Thank you!!!

Date: January 22, 2019 at 3:31:55 AM MST

To: Maheen Wick the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

My great buddy. Jesus die for all our sins so no one must be lost. Just ask and he forgive. That how great his love is for you and me. If god loves and feeds the sparrow how big his love must be for you and me. Just trust and love him with your hole heart and he will take your hand and lift you up. All will be right in jesus time

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Amen and Amen!

Date: January 22, 2019 at 3:36:33 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Oh, you’re so ight on! You are so right Piet, now all has been forgotten and things are gonna be fine.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] We are so happy to have you back Raymond

Date: January 22, 2019 at 3:58:51 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Welcome aboard! All that horrible time is now gone and we can stay happy. That is what God wants!

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] don't

Date: January 22, 2019 at 5:43:30 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Why,, why, do people have to be my friend and then act hateful and unGodly? I just plain do not understand. I closed down all my support groups except except my country group which I will not shut down. I just do not know why people can't understand it when I have a nasty episode and try to apologize. Do you even realize I was coma cose this morning after what happened last night. I am not going to put up with this nonsense. Please come join my group and rest asured, this will not be shut down. I will edit my profile shortly. Please people, you need to understand we all have demons. I love my friend. She accepted my apology, then she turns right around and says to my friend never to call her ever when I politely left her a voice mail apologizing. I just do? not? under? stand!!! You people need to grow up and quit being so cotton pickin' stigmatizing! My god my god my Mimi is 92 and not doing well! Is this how you want to treat me? Fine! You will be ending up in prison for stigmatizing! I love you!!! I will keep my IO group!

https://m.facebook.com/groups/364664227440189?view=group&_rdr

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] I'm severely hurting. I'm hurting. I am really, really hurting

Date: January 22, 2019 at 6:32:24 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

I want Amanda, so badly. I can’t continue anymore like this. I can no longer take it. I want her! I need her! I was wrong. I know I was. I was wrong! I was wrong. I am seriously hurting. It’s all my fault.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] OK I have a positive update for you

Date: January 22, 2019 at 6:45:19 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

I just called Vasantha and told him I am in severe crisis and he is gonna quickly call a DR to see whether I can take an urgent antidepressant. This has gotten so bad, I am hurting the pain I’m suffering is excruciating. I will keep you posted. This is all absolutely not my fault. I was hurt by two people. I closed both of my Facebook groups it was so bad, it has gotten way out of control this time.

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From: "Sharon via Groups.Io" ceegee2006=yahoo.com@groups.io

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] OK I have a positive update for you

Date: January 22, 2019 at 6:52:10 AM MST

To: "the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io" the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Are you going to close any on the email list IO site?

oh you closed 2 of them on Facebook?? I only knew of the Fun one what's then other one? I hope you can reopen the fun one in  a few days . Maybe all will be better by then

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] Oh gosh no

Date: January 22, 2019 at 6:57:55 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

My IO groups are gonna be up.

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: [the-wonderful-funhouse] I deeply, deeply hate to have to tell you this

Date: January 22, 2019 at 7:40:37 AM MST

To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Folks, I have gotten serious chest pains and they are now rushing me to the hospital. I will have to get examined and be

observed. I think it is best if I stay well away from Bob and especially, as much as I hate saying this, Amanda . This has really gotten out of wack and I have way too many people. I am going to stay away from Amanda and Bob, for life, also Marvin, and Andrew. All these people are way too toxic, but I am hurt more than hurt deeply with Amanda’s cruel behavior. I will tell the doctor and give him her email address. I am logging off. I’m going to ask the doctor what to do because I can’t handle this anymore it’s seriously affecting me. I am staying away from Amanda.

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From: "Raymond Lombardi" ray214

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] OK I have a positive update for you

Date: January 22, 2019 at 7:40:01 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

I’ll be praying for you brother.

Who was the second one that hurt you?

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From: "Maheen Wick" everlovingman1984

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] OK I have a positive update for you

Date: January 22, 2019 at 7:44:36 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Thank you! Aaron Preston.

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From: "Raymond Lombardi" ray214

Subject: Re: [the-wonderful-funhouse] OK I have a positive update for you

Date: January 22, 2019 at 7:45:38 AM MST

To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Reply-To: the-wonderful-funhouse@groups.io

Oh?

What happened?

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